Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Instable in my Stability (draft)

Ok, it's been a few days and I haven't blogged- mostly because I've been constipated with thoughts/ feelings that have paralyzed my writing abilities but not my speaking ability- in the last few days I've had various conversations with myself- yes I've resorted to talking to myself- perhaps I have indeed gone crazy- I'm not exactly sure yet- at any rate what I do know is that I'm changing so rapidly that it's hard for me to keep up with myself-

I'm overwhelmed by the karma that i've created
and my place in the world
and the fact that i'm not perfect but i am special
that i'm deeply flawed and filled with rage

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