The Impact of Change (draft)

Change is the only thing constant in out lives and yet and still it is one of the most diffucult processes to undertack and handle. As I'm going through some files, disgarding the things (letters, cards, photos, old bills, bank statements, etc) I'm amazed at how much has changed in my life. MAny things have changed without me being really aware of them- others have changed very conscously- me making the decision that I was going to alter my ways/ behaviors- how even now in the midst of my biggest struggle- my battle with sex- I'm pushing myself to change but at the same time get caught up in doing the same behavior that i abhor and i'm trying so desperately to change-