Yesterday morning, I awoke in the embrace of Jamacain... As planned this morning I woke on top of Youngin... Tomorrow it will be whom???
Damn, I'm torn.. it was kewl chillen with Youngin yesterday and man we still ain't had sex cause we both being stubborn and I'm sorry but I can't give up the booty like that.. she already had a lil bit from Jamacian what a week and a half go, and I just ain't loose like that... so anyway.. Man, I woke up feeling good.. dude feels good.. he slept like a baby and I awoke to see him with his eyes shut and his mouth wide open snoring.. was cute.. I was like wow... but I felt guilty.. cause I hadn't talked to Jamacain and that was the first time we ain't talked before I went to bed... and he called me after like 1am and I didn't pick up cause I was knocked out so I know he going to tell me about myself. But, shyt, I didn't even check my voicemail yet.. but damn what am I to do? On one hand, I feel like Jamacain is more for me, he's professional, family oriented, relationship oriented, smart, funny, kind, sexy and shyt he feels good and makes me feel good... Youngin is cute as fuck, not particularily on my level but he has potential..
This morning as I was driving him home, I thought to myself as I was looking into his eyes... damn you are sooo YOUNG!!! LOL>>>> In alot of ways he reminds me of me... he claims he don't give no booty up, he's masculine, not too into the whole "gay" thing... but he's not as Progressive as I was at 21... He doesn't even have a degree yet...
Damn, what am I to do? I really want to get to know both of them to see in the long run who will compliment me----and yo why do i feel scared???