Thursday, February 02, 2006

Emotionally Spent and Tired

Man, ole man, my job has worked my last nerve and a brotha might be looking for a new job in a few weeks... Last week I wrote about the write-up, which in essence was a meeting to tell me I was being written up... well yesterday I signed the paper and of course there was yet another meeting for me to sign the paper to ensure that I understood everything that was talked about, etc... and at this meeting, a brotha just couldn't hold back the tears--- well I held them until the end of the meeting when they asked me did I have any questions and I replied welll, and I started giving my explanation on how I'm being written up about things which I have been doing and which I hadn't been given guidance on but when I made a decesion the ramification was a write-up and how I bust my ass and I work way more than expected and how I get no support from my superiors although they say their always available... and you wouldn't believe that when I gave them specific examples of how and when I seeked assistance and it wasn't given.. they actually had to admit that I was telling the truth... and well whatever, in the end there's still a sour taste in my mouth... you do the best u can and you still get shitted on... so whatever...

Well, anyway.. I'm going to give myself two weeks to think it over and a brotha might be back out in the job seeking line... ain't going to quit until I have something new but shyt.. and I'm doing a national search so watch out- this brotha might soon be envading your city...oh yeah and I've also accepted a part in a new play.. rehearses predominantly Thurs-Sunday so should be kewl.. and since I work too much I decided I'd go out and do something else besides bust my ass, be unappreciated and overworked, emotional spent, tired as hell and still unhappy....

2 comments:

Ladynay said...

Wow...this job is being you to tears way too often. I agree that you should dust off and polish that resume of yours.

Congrats on the part.

That Dude Right There said...

Well good luck. I'll wish you luck if you do the same for me on my job search.