Monday, November 14, 2005

Breaking my Silence/ Restoring Balance

Ok, It's been a minute since I've blogged and probably with good reason-

Since my last blog entry, I've had alot of time to think about exactly what this blog is about and how much of my self I want or should expose- so, with that being said and I must note that I considered doing a SmilingontheDL and killing myself off, but shyt, I'm still on the island- and as much as other people say it on their blogs- I mean this IS MY fucking blog- so going to say what the fuck I want- lol.....

Within the last month my life has somewhat or what has been going on three weeks, I've had alot of time to think about alot of things- mostly my life, the energy I allow or expand on different people, things, etc- and right now I'm straight on "Operation: Move the Fuck on"- So, that's what it is-

I'm moving on with my life despite the fact that some "freindships" have been disolved, the fact that I was bamboozled and hoodwinked at the Million More Movement (there really was a "gay" or sgl speaker- and here I was talking out the side of my neck) and the fact still remains that my exes choice to fuck one another, so it's actual very simple

-Emotional has to take care of Emotional-

this however doesn't mean that I'm not responsible for my actions or the affects I have on other people- it simply means that I can make choices which are best for me and my place in the world and which revolve around things which I think are important and to the rest of the bullshyt that tries to slide into my world- shyt, go do your thing- I ain't mad atya- shyt I wish u the best- I'm simply just moving on...

5 comments:

Unconquerable Soul said...

It’s nothing wrong with moving on and doing you... but on the same hand, sometimes we must also show compassion for others. Because we expect others to be considerate towards us...

It’s about time you reentered the blog world

keep on pushin

fratman1906 said...

Sometimes you have to stand still, see where you have been in order to make a way into the future. Sounds like you are merely reassessing, and that's ok. And for those exes, etc., let them go. That's why they are exes. Shem hotep.

The Captain said...

Moving on is hard, you will loose some and then gain something valuable. Keep your feet moving, toes crawling, eyes searching, because once you stand still...things will blow right past you!

Anonymous said...

Update your fucking blog and move on! I want to hear about your life, because your shit helps me grow.

E said...

I'm learning to live life for me. I tend to cater to folks a lot and from time to time, I'm still guilty of doing so. I'm making the effort in 2006 to focus on me more.