Monday, November 14, 2005

Breaking my Silence/ Restoring Balance

Ok, It's been a minute since I've blogged and probably with good reason-

Since my last blog entry, I've had alot of time to think about exactly what this blog is about and how much of my self I want or should expose- so, with that being said and I must note that I considered doing a SmilingontheDL and killing myself off, but shyt, I'm still on the island- and as much as other people say it on their blogs- I mean this IS MY fucking blog- so going to say what the fuck I want- lol.....

Within the last month my life has somewhat or what has been going on three weeks, I've had alot of time to think about alot of things- mostly my life, the energy I allow or expand on different people, things, etc- and right now I'm straight on "Operation: Move the Fuck on"- So, that's what it is-

I'm moving on with my life despite the fact that some "freindships" have been disolved, the fact that I was bamboozled and hoodwinked at the Million More Movement (there really was a "gay" or sgl speaker- and here I was talking out the side of my neck) and the fact still remains that my exes choice to fuck one another, so it's actual very simple

-Emotional has to take care of Emotional-

this however doesn't mean that I'm not responsible for my actions or the affects I have on other people- it simply means that I can make choices which are best for me and my place in the world and which revolve around things which I think are important and to the rest of the bullshyt that tries to slide into my world- shyt, go do your thing- I ain't mad atya- shyt I wish u the best- I'm simply just moving on...