Thursday, January 26, 2006

2nd Tears of the year & the write-up

So, long and behold, my assistant is running stuff back to my supervisor and now I, who was called the Best Manager this muthafucka got is in the diggeggy dog house.... So, yesterday I had the meeting with my supervisor and the president of the company to which they dogged me out because of everything my assistant has run back and said although, they claim "residents" called and informed them.. now, you, i and everybody mama knows that some stri8 up horse shyt.. but whatever... so in the meeting, i was told, that a resident called and complained that i was drunk on my job which is a LIE! I told them in the last year, I've might have had 4 drinks at work, 1 was at the holiday party, 1 was in the privacy on a unit, and the other two times were at business meetings... but I have NEVER been drunk at work nor has "my breath" ever reaked of alcohol because I drink absolut and abslout ain't got no smell... so I know they on bullshyt...

At any rate, so I also got reprimanded about a decesion that I made, to which my reply was at the time that was my decesion, I stand my my decesion and it resolved the issue, which was case 10 and noone was assisting me with resolution of the issue. Now, maybe I had a lapse in judegement, however, at the time I did what I had to do, and it is what needed to be done.

Now, eveything else I got repremanded for was bs that the assistant ran back and told... and you wanna know what it's all good cause u got one time to burn me then I'm done fukking wit u... will be no more lunches on me... going out for drinks wit me... nada, nuttin, NOTHING at all... In fact, this year noones getting a birthday cake brought by the manager.. people on they on... I mean I got to treat everyone the same, so that means nobody gets nothing, because someone has spoiled it for everyone... Oh well....

and last but not least, I do a damn good job, I bust my ass for this company and for you to treat a brotha like dooo--dooo just aint right... now, did i make some mistakes, yes, probably so- do I deserve to be unsupported and trashed.. HELL Nah... I'm the one busting booty not yalll.. and if anything teach a brotha... scold me, yes a lil... but too make a brotha break tears after leaving the meeting... that just ain't right...... but a brotha held it together until he got to the car.. then all the rain just came falling...... and it's still falling.... but god damn i'm still doing my job...

1 comment:

Harold Gibson said...

Man don't let the tears get to you. You got to release, that stuff hurt and you felt betrayed and abused. Now you can channel that energy because remember they might fall into the same trap they set.