Thursday, September 01, 2005

Living in Our Last Days

like ole folks been saying for years- were living in our last days- Now, like the comedian on Womens comedy jam thats some fucked up shyt to tell a child, but unfortanately, like the last few hundreds of years- "we living in our last days"

Proof of this is......

the damn hurricanes that done tore New Orleans/Mississippi/ n everywhere else up and down and all around- + a read an article that were going into a 20 year cycle of hurricanes which are going to get worse and worse and worse- and then you know they said that Cali is going to seperate and be its own island- and shyt after that massive sunami who knows when that shyt is going to happen- next thing you know there will be a valcano erupting somewhere or a killer tornado or some more killer waves of shyt just let the sky crack open and call it a day......
At any rate, another crazy thing that done happened
Yesterday I read about some 14 year old boy who was found suffocated and sexually abused in a park- supposedly, he had met a guy off the chatline and then myseteriously he gets found butt naked with one sock on and his cell 2 miles away- what kind of shyt is this? The abuse of gay folks is getting way the fuck out of hand- I mean shyt the boy was 14- and the thing that bothers me is since the coroner said that the cause of death was suffocation did the person fuck him before or after they smothered hsi helpless body? Things that make u want to dig a whole and hid or beat someone with a bat- and shyt is he's killer gay or "straight" and if his killer is gay- what would make u kill a 14 year old boy?

What the fuck is really going on?
So, like I said we living in out last days- actually last night I was thinking about it- like because I don't believe in "god" and i was like maybe i need to- but then at the same time don't want to convince myself to believe in something simply because of fear- and yada yada yada- me going through my typically philoscophic thinking process- so I was thinking I recently saw the Chicago version of Wicked- and at one point Elphaba sings" If something bad is happening to the animals, someones got to tell the Wizard, that's why we have a Wizard" and it hit me insert homos/gay folks in for animals- and If something is happening to the homos/gay folks someones got to tell the Wixard thats why we have a Wizard- well- shyt isn't it? Isn't that why we have a "god"- and just like the people of Oz, well have to learn that the "Wizard" is behind it all-
It couldn't happen here in ....

3 comments:

Tim said...

I read about that. He was sexually assaulted and then suffocated. What the city needs to do is shut the partyline down because this is not the first case of that this year...

... but I digress.

I wouldn't say we are in our last days, but I will say that the tsunami really messed everything up.

Stone said...

You have to believe in something and if you can not believe in the "truth" which is God then most things will seem helpless

Green said...

I hafta say something. I want to tell you please, please, keep listen' to that voice..you know the part in your blog where you said you're on your philisophical thinking "is there a God, isn't there?"

Who hasn't been there? The thing is, there's a hole in a place where you love, and you hate and you wonder.

I promise I'm not a nut, a freak. I just ask you to "hear the still small voice of the Lord Jesus" and when you listen, it's a total, awesome thing.

Jesus is God. You can experience Him, not just some repeat after me thing, sinners prayer CRAP. Hit the library some night late, find a bible, and before you open it, whisper to God "man, is this for real, what I'm gonna read?" and then go to Acts 2:38. See what happens.

We ARE in the our last days, if you believe the bible is true. It's only scary for those who haven't gripped on to God yet, which are literally millions. God is searching for those who want him, but he makes NO puppets. NONE. He gave freewill when he made us, so that's why things are allowed to happen.

It's like forcing a woman to love you when her eyes tell you otherwise.

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